Thursday, February 05, 2009


Have you ever felt so shitty for disappointing someone or hurting someone's feelings? Well what I can tell you is that it really felt freaking bad. It feels like there is a huge truck carrying concrete crushing your heart! Felt so bad that you cant sleep. I do not know is it me or what? But I just cant get over the fact that sometimes we keep on stepping wrong steps unintentionally. But sometimes its inevitable. Something we cant avoid. Sometimes we have to make decisions that will hurt someone more than anyone else.

You know what is the worse!!! is when you meant for good but then it ended up as a big boo-boo. Worst! this is the worst!!! Coz all you meant is for the better and it ended as the worst! Sometimes it is out of good gesture or from a simple kindness but ended up as a massive let down or disaster! and the shittiest thing is when the person you want to shower your kindness and goodwill think you are a jerk or an asshole! wahhhh.... this really makes me want to cry!

Well I can say that the best feeling in the world is to see someone smile and you know that you are the one that make them smile. Your heart opens up and knowing that you have done some good. but that is always not the case.... ain't it?

"There are only two tragedies in life: one is not getting what one wants, and the other is getting it." -oscar wilde-

Did you notice you either say "thanks" or "thanks a million" it can only be one of the two you can't just be like "thanks 236" -composed catastrophe-

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