Friday, June 19, 2009

Oh gawd dang...

Have you ever feel lost and empty? Feeling like there is no more drive and motivation in life? I felt like that recently... I feel like I am all alone in the world sometimes. I just dont want to do anything. Just dont have the mood for anything. Fuck la... sometimes i get so irritated i just go to sleep. There are problems sometimes it just irritates me. Some of the problems i just cant seem to solve. And i have to solve it... its affecting me so badly that it is sometimes hard to get out of this rut. I feel like this problem no one can help me. Thats the most irritating part! Money, people and work! all come at the same time! why oh why does my life have to be scripted like that?!! When all is well .... alllllll is well.... when things get heated up... my god... all boils over. Beyond my control and understanding! its like a season or something... when suddenly ppl wan to fuck u up and a season when ppl wan to help you...

But somehow deep inside i feel that I can get out of this. Somehow i feel that this is just a test to make me stronger! its just that bad period of time... so i have to see what I can do to get over this shieat!

Just saw this movie called Yes Man! starring Jim Carrey and Zooey Deschanel. Well at first i when i saw the title i thought its gonna be a stupid movie. Saw the reviews was good but the title doesnt seem to convince me. Till yesterday when i just took the slight time given to me to watch the show... its like that haley joel osment and kevin spacey show pay it forward.

Well have to say its a good show. Telling me that life is not all no. Sometimes saying yes to certain things will make your day more merrier and better. and although the age diff between the so called two couple is far... but somehow in a really weird way they do gel.

I've been a long admirer of Zooey Deschanel... somehow she potrays a down to earth girl next door. Thank god i found a girl as cool as her! But this movie shows me that sometimes in life we cant just say no no no no no... but sometimes we have to say yes! yes! YES! so now I am saying yes! yes to my life and yes to this bad times as I know i will move on and be strong!

posters from yahoo pictures


Julianimator said...

YESSSS!!! I am on the same situation as you recently everything hits me all in one go but I knew I can't keep dwelling it cause it will make me even miserable, nevertheless all I could do is just being optimistic. Heard this saying from some bloke, "bad things that happened to you is a sign of good things will come after". Cheer up!

koRnholio said...

The world aint all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it aint how hard you hit it, its about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That’s how winning is done. Now, if you know what you’re worth, then go out and get what you’re worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit and not pointing fingers saying you aint where you are because of him or her or anybody. Cowards do that and that aint you. You are better than that!

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