Monday, August 22, 2005

Just blabbling

hmm... when i saw thet show without a paddle...this line where thet mountain guy said "u dont know how does it feels living here alone in the mountains for 30 years" and matthew lilliard said "hmm.. i know how u feel", then thet mountain guy said... "have u live at a mountain for 30 years???!! no u dont... so u dunno how feel!" ....

this is how i feel when i got my back injury... a few ppl said thet i shouldnt be so weak and stuff... saying thet i should go out more often and smell the fresh air... etc etc... cmon... u didnt go thru wut i go thru dudes... so dun say anything... i couldnt sleep or eat or even move around... it was so agonising. when u are trying to sleep suddenly my back hurts... then i need to turn another position... and it still hurts... and turn and turn and turn... till i found a position thet i dun feel pain.... then after one hour... i comes bek again... whoa... thet was wicked man..... and i couldnt eat coz the pain from my lower back spreads the my lower abdomen... and the pain sometimes can be excruciating. i tried standing straight... and the the pain pulls my body to curl towards my right agian... as my right lower back hurts... again...

hmm... i practically go through so many types or treatments... i am gonna i have been thru hell... but i know i can see the gates already... hehe. i went from one chinese massage guru to another... from normal massage to this thing called "guat sha" where the guru will use a spoon and scrape the part that hurts... i tell u... he was practically scraping my back as if playing a musical tune using my ribs... *brrr rut rut rut*.... thet is how i feel the waves in me, i go to the extend of almost tearing.... haha. then i decided to go to a orthopedic... and check... well he said my back bones is a little crooked. so no need to do any surgery... apparently i got this injury when i am quite young. and when it heals one of my vertebra actually grew a few millimeters more. so the doc asled me to cut bek on my basketball and all... and any activities thet can do any harm to my back.... then the doc sent me to the physiotherapy and after a few weeks... the pain was still there... and i decided to go for the thing thet i put almost last on my list... acupuncture... well i am proud to say thet it was this thet cured me... i was so happy but still not delighted... as i cant play any extreme games forever..

i got thet stoopid injury again last nov... thet was because i gatal la... go play basketball again... so now i leant my lesson... i guess the third time i get it i wont be so lucky anymore... lol.

so my advice to the rest... when u feel a lil pain in da back plz... take early precautions... !!

FATIGUE

hmm.... beeen soooo tired this few days... my aunt went for some laparoscropy surgery for her cis in her ovaries.. first i thought i was just some minor surgery... but the cut is small... but its like a underground base... inside the doctor had made some massive surgery. she hev been really tired this few days... summore wit her weak nature... she kept on haveing fever. i think that is the effect of the antibiotic and the hormonal changes. been sitting there accompaning her trying to make her happy... and it is so hard... as she is those serious type... so i can make any of my stoopid goofy jokes... thet is kinda hard. so i hev to think of some smart jokes... or switch channel to some comedy or less killin or crying channel. i didnt know wut my mom meant when she said u will feel it when u are trying to take care of someone... the tiring feeling. imagine i only did it for one week on a normal surgery patient i also feel the fatigue cutting in... imagine if u are to do it long term on a less mobile person.... whoa... so now i am really praying and hoping thet my aunt will recover ASAP. she is now ok only... but still weak... hmmm....
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