Monday, December 15, 2008

One more year closer to the promised land

I do not know whether to celebrate or to feel sad as i have reach another year closer to the promised land. How does it feel? nothing much. Looking at the clock ticking away. Hahaha. Just a blink of an eye I have already reached a milestone! hahaha.

For me its just another day. I dont feel any difference. Its just numbers. Most importantly I celebrated with my loved ones. Babe! thanks for everything! I am not the celebrating kind especially when its for myself. I just dont like it. Not my type. The reason i give in is to make the people that wants it to happen happy. And I hope that you all feel swell!

I am grateful for everyone that celebrated with me and am thankful for all the wishes.

Thank you all!

Thursday, December 11, 2008

plastic nation!

This is the 3rd part of my plastic rant!!! you can check the others out pt 1 here ad pt 2 here


Have you notice that when you look at some pictures of people and you notice that the pose is exactly like the last picture and the last one and wait a minute... its all the same? the only different is the people around them and the location.

What the hell! I really cant imagine how is it like to be them!

"hey lets take a photo"... "wait! i've gotta be on my good side.." Tilts their head down 29 degrees and to the left 42 degrees. aaaaaannnnnnndddd smile! *click*

Its like that photo template you get with some programs in the camera (and phone too...) . Just select the frame template... ok i think i am gonna take this cool looking girl. Snap Snap Snap...

What the fuck man!!! ahhahaha. Be goofy, be different! How fucking plastic can they be!!! I get bored when i see this set of pictures... the first few is ok then when you get to picture 10 or 11... and you started to notice that the pose of this particular person looks exactly the same in every picture she/he is in... its starts to get booooooring. Why? coz every god damn people uses that same pose. Tilts their head down 29 degrees and to the left 42 degrees. aaaaaannnnnnndddd smile!.....

boring boring boring!!! damn dumb plastics!!!! hahaha. In this new age where everyone wants customized items... i am damn sure this is not the one! haha. If you wanna pick a friend from a photo pick the one with the collection of whackiest photo! coz from there u know they are different! especially those that are really natural.....

Monday, November 03, 2008

US Dollar going to collapse?

Recently I have read an article from Hal Turner, host of one of the most controversial radio show in New York, USA until it was shut down under pressure for its contents. Well now he has came up with a blog where you can read here. He recently wrote a spine chilling information about the US dollar.

I would like to quote from ewoon's blog

"He is, if you like, the equivalent of our Matthias Chang who is no bigot unlike Hal himself. The only probable common trait both share is their passion for deciphering future events that are overwhelmingly negative and life-affecting. And for their honest efforts both have similarly suffered the reputation of being often called “mad man and harbinger of bad news.”

It is believed in speculation that the North American region has came up to something that can protect the country by adopting what Euro is doing by creating a new currency called the Amero (as seen in the picture above). This is to replace the US dollar IF it collapses. Do not think that the event that is about to happen to the US Dollar will not only us. The world's economy is running with it. When one goes down... a chain reaction of things will happen. We will be affected! Being ignorant means killing ourselves. This might or might not be true but the chilling fact behind the article posted by Hal send shivers to my spine. The fact that what followed after the collapse starts to look like the movie Doomsday or V for Vendetta.

Gonna take a quote from Hal's article of this

"When this collapse happens because the government is totally broke, the welfare checks will stop. Almost immediately thereafter, civil unrest will erupt and we know who will be doing that. . . . don't we?

Now you know why Barak Obama is being pushed so hard for President. The powers-that-be know what's coming and they want a black man in the White House with the hope he can control "his" people. It won't work. They'll just call him an Uncle Tom or an OREO cookie and then go on their merry way to rape, rob, pillage, burn and kill.

In fact, to prove I'm right about the Obama situation, check out what VP candidate Senator Joe Biden said this past weekend. Biden 'guaranteed" that Barak Obama "will be tested by an international crisis within his first six months in power and he will need supporters to stand by him as he makes tough, and possibly unpopular, decisions." Telling us all that we're going to lose 90% of the value of our life savings sure will be unpopular.

I wonder if the Secret Service agents who lose their life savings too, will bother protecting Obama from assassination; or might they kill him themselves? After all, the Zapruder film proves the secret service agent driving John F. Kennedy in Dallas, turned around and shot him in the head. That's why his wife, Jacqueline Kennedy, tried climbing out of the back of the limo after it happened! She saw who shot her husband. It happened once, it can happen again!"

So what is exactly gonna happen? god knows!Are we gonna listen to this paranoid white supremacist? or are we going to ignore everything? All I know is that we are going to see many interesting things happening in months to come. 2009 wont be a smooth one...

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

Malaysian Oscars

Malaysian oscars? have a look! Really hilarious!

* this article got nothing to do with any political bias or anything just for shits and giggles *

Friday, October 03, 2008

Reminising old memory

Was at 7eleven that day and happen to stumble upon something that i havent seen for a really really long time. Well I remember back then when i beg my dad to buy me one but he said no. Only occasionally i will get coz i know my mom will scold me for wasting money buying nonsense. Well well... i bought two of it that day and was really really excited....

Would have thought... Ding Dang!! hahaha but one thing i was really dissapointed is the toy they give.... worse then wut we had last time! they gave some sticker thingy... wahlao eh... this was Mamee standard le...well this is ok coz Ding Dang was always known to be the lesser choco snacks compared to what i am showcasing next!! check this out!!!

TORA!!! supposedly this was suppose to have bigger choco balls... but was hugely dissapointing... the BALLS actually shrunk!!! instead they compensated with more small balls! sigh dissapointing... this suppose to be the more premier choco snacks... and the toys.... is a cardboard push out and connect together dinosaur, ostrich and bird... hahahahaha...

Well all but all i am still as excited as ever coz never in my childhood have i... ever... eeeever manage to buy Ding Dang and Tora at a same time!!! wuehahahahahha... its fun to reminisence the past... now I am gonna go for a search for that old bubble gum with that tatoo...


Been walking around my office that day and guess wut i saw? GOATS!!! unbelievable!!! hahaha next to my office in the middle of the city!!! hahahaha i almost got a fright of my life when i saw some moving things... tot it was a bunch of stray dogs... well... its good to see some farm animal in the city... a eye refresher... *mmmbeeeeeeek*

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

I am against animal cruelty

Ever wonder how did the meat we eat everyday are processed? where do our meat we eat come from?

After watching how all this meat is processed I am telling you now. From this day onwards I will not support fast food chains, mass produced poultry anymore. I shall only eat meat that is slaughtered correctly in a way that is quick to the animal and not let them suffer.

In time to come I most probably be turning into a vegetarian. The moment i bite the meat the thought of the torture the animal has to endure just for me to enjoy their meat is just heartless. Say as you can say that this is nature and the weak are being eaten and stuffs. But the way how these animals are bred and how they are treated and how they are being tortured... FORGET about it! I wont eat this crap!

I have pets at home... the thought of skinning them alive without pain killers, castrating them and slitting their throat and present to them a painful and slow death is just inhuman!! watching the video bring tears to my eyes. When the eating stops... the killing stops too.

Interested to know how our meat is processed? click here

I for one is supporting PETA

Sunday, August 10, 2008

RIP Bernie Mac

Bernie Mac
1957 - 2008

Today one is another to mourn for the world of comedy as they lost another of their shining Star. Bernard Jeffrey McCullough better known as Bernie Mac passed away from pneumonia this morning. I am truly shocked and he is one of the best stand up comedians ever. For one thing he is respected is he never uses the N word as most of other Black comedians frequently uses during their stand up routine.

Bernie you will be missed.

"I had a white guy tell me... he said, "Bern, why do black folks use the word 'mother-fucker?'" Well, I'm gonna break down what the word "mother-fucker" actually means. "Mother-fucker" is somethin' that black folks have been using for years. It's about expression. Don't be ashamed of the word "mother-fucker." Because the word "mother-fucker" is a noun: it describes a person, place, or thing!"

"There's no such thing as white-collar crime. And there's definitely no such thing as black-on-black crime. Crime is crime. Let me explain something to you. I don't care if you have a white collar or a tank top. If you rob me, I'm gonna whup your ass. "

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

La Salle PJ 1999

Its been wut....9 years since we left skool? Wow i just look at our skool mag and see all the faces at the klass photos and klass captions. OMG we are getting old! fuckin shieat!! I look at myself then and look at myself now... not much changes but somehow i look different! Kinda miss it when comes to think about it! Then all we have to worry about is what to eat during recess or when will i start studying for exams... 2 days before or a day before! hehe.

Recently met wit a few lasallians during xmas! some working... some studying some bumming and mostly stressed! some i never thought will made it so, well some i expect to make it... never really get what they wanted. Some i tot will be certain profession instead became something else. Well in this 6 years alot have changed! lifestyles wise! Well some u see everyday in skool now u dun even see them at all since skool! what happened to you all?? i'm just curious... i heard a few teachers are still there but most of them have either retired or changed to other skool. For me one of the most memorable occasion in our batch is the massive 'hoi pau' , 'lauk', 'bungkus' session. everytime the birthday song is sang and a loud rumble made by moving chairs and table... u know someone is getting their ass whopped by their 'friends'.

Well, the name 'siva datang' still sometimes gives the the chills. going out of klass we needed thet green pass... if no pass.. then siva comes...'where is your pass?' ...'sir, i really needed to...' ... 'shut up u!'....whooop... a cane on da butt...Met Mr.Siva once few years back... he is still the same... still instills this fear deep inside your sub conscious. He went 'hey boys' i jumped up! hehe... but its all cool. he is a nice guy outside of skool. He told us he sometimes hang around subang area... oh ya! and our beloved roti canai man 'mahn' haha. with his roti canai flinging skills... classic. Pak Abu which is still around... scolding students that dirtying the area... the scouts den is still around and shabby as usual... raju's gate has made way for the rukun tettanga and the saddest things is the old block now is the new old block and the new block now is the old new block!get it? toilets still so smelly... oh ya talking about toilets... i remember there was once we have to run to the office to register to have the keys to the toilet... oh my.. that is a real bitch...!

Mr. Viji still haves his afro and still working in lasalle. Principals have changed... dicipline teachers have changed... i wonder the essence tat we left still remains or not? or has it changed... Going to f-troop means we get to miss class... purposely making noise during assembly so we get to stand in the middle of the field under the scorching sun so we can miss class!!! well it was well worth it aint it??! monday assembly is a real bitch coz Pn. Ramlah will be giving her super long yet interesting speeches... complaining about every thing that she sees... well some praises do came in. But at least she is more chilled then Siti Noor.

Then Mr.chin's skool songs during la salle week. "A.C.S... anglo chinese skool...' hahahha. and of course his burung kakak tua songs and his new club. 'Kelab kongsi gelap'.... classic... the public canning of students during assembly is more like a entertainment... the one punished is greeted as if they are some rock stars... the crowd will cheer... then they will enter the lab... then 'whooopshhh...phakk...!!!!' he comes out... smiling...

The new form 6 gals that came in have to get used to the roaming eyes and the constant whistling and shouting from the fucking perverted guys... its like an exhibition... haha for the guys tat is. Cmon we never get to see gals other then the slow walk pass our neighbour...assunta, ok!

Somehow we unite when we are challenged by other school. I remember when Catholic High, Sultan Abdul Samad and Bukit Bintang skool came to our skool for handball tournament. It was the semi's... the skool unite and Mr. Siva actually allow us to skip class to support the team! the school became like a fortress... everyone was shouting and cheering... one reason is coz we are allowed to skip class and one is coz we just somehow love the skool.... even we say we hate it... coz we are proud to be a lasallian...

Cross country is like a massive prison break session... and the famous 'TEPUK LA SALLE!' ...miss it... the canteen days... PJK's... i remember 20minutes before skool ends we are already packed and ready to go. well i can remember the time when we left skool for the last time after spm.motorbikes ramming... fireworks blasting... ppl screaming... friends shaking hands... laughters... its was then we all parted ways walking out of the gate... and all that ended...some became successful some didnt, some left us... some dissapeared...some moved on... some remains the same... its been so long...

to all lasallian year 1999 i wish u all the best in wut ever u all are doing... thanks for the memories! damn writing this is like as if we are leaving this world soon only... haha... sentimental sial!!!

'I think it's the duty of the comedian to find out where the line is drawn and cross it deliberately.' -george carlin-

'More than any other time in history, mankind faces a crossroads. One path leads to despair and utter hopelessness. The other, to total extinction. Let us pray we have the wisdom to choose correctly.' -woody allen-

'I was so poor growing up, if I wasn't born a boy I'd have nothing to play with.' -rodney dangerfield-

'When I was young I was called a rugged individualist. When I was in my fifties I was considered eccentric. Here I am doing and saying the same things I did then and I'm labeled senile.' -george burns-

Sunday, August 03, 2008

Trust in a relationship

I've come across this article while browsing yahoo which states what are one of the main relationship ending dating behavior... which sounds pretty convincing. Guys and gals out there... TRY not to do this and cmon la... give your partner a break! haha. The most important thing when it comes to a relationship is to have trust in your partner. If he/she does not provide your trust then its time to end it or time to talk it out!

Well if your partner wants to cheat on you either he/she is a HORN DOG or there is something you cant do for or give him/her till they sees someone who can and so much better then you... well they will be definitely attracted to. So access the entire problem and try to work things out la! The problem might not be him/her... it could be YOU! remember the rule of pointing... one finger pointing at people... four fingers pointing at yourself!

So dont go and hide and keep your emotions or hatred till one day you just explode all over your partner and all cant be save anymore... so chill and read this article below...


Six Relationship-Ending Dating Behaviors

These violations of trust will kill any relationship

By David Wygant

Finding the one to share a relationship with is a blessing. Once you've bonded with this special someone, keep in mind that respecting your partner's privacy and retaining trust are essential to maintaining a healthy relationship. If you cross certain behavioral boundaries that violate your partner's trust, you may cause irreparable damage to your relationship.

As a dating coach, I'm not usually a fan of hard and fast "rules" for relationships. I've, nevertheless, identified widespread behaviors which will likely end any relationship. So to help you ensure that you don't breach the "trust" boundary in your relationship, here are six detrimental dating behaviors that should always be avoided:

1. Prying into private info. If you suspect your partner of betrayal, does that give you the right to start reading your partner's email? To listen to his/her voicemail messages? To hack into his/her online profile? The answer to all of these is "no!" You should never dig through your partner's personal emails or listen to your partner's voicemail messages. By doing this, you violate not only your partner's trust, but also the trust your partner has with anyone who left those voice messages and emails.

2. Lying for the greater good. Lying is never good in a relationship, although we've probably all been guilty of doing it. Lying to your partner in an effort to avoid hurting him/her or to avoid confrontation may seem like a wise decision. Regrettably, you will end up digging a deeper hole for yourself when that lie is exposed, which is almost always inevitable. When caught in this situation, you end up hurting your partner anyway, and whatever you were trying to protect your partner from -- by lying to them -- will be even worse because of your deception. I recommend honestly communicating with your partner from the get-go.

3. Pulling a "James Bond." You should never snoop in your partner's private things (drawers, wallet, filing cabinet, or private records -- such as bank or credit card statements). Furthermore, nothing justifies snooping. No matter what you have a "hunch" about, snooping through your partner's things should never be pursued to confirm or deny your hunch. Your partner's possessions and personal records should be kept private unless he/she gives you permission to look at them. Spying on your partner is one of the most blatant violations of your partner's trust and will achieve nothing except having your partner never trust you to be alone near his/her things ever again.

4. Designating yourself "Magnum P.I." Another ill-advised way some people try to verify suspected bad behavior by their partner is to take on the role of private investigator by attempting to "catch their partner in the act" of doing something. Whether this takes the form of searching for your partner's car by driving by his/her house, work, or gym or it takes the form of following your partner in your car, this is something you should never do. Even if you have a convincing hunch that your partner is hiding something from you, stalking is the wrong way to address it. If your partner finds out you've been "tailing him/her" in your car, he/she will no longer trust you.

5. Sending others to do your dirty work. Don't ever send a friend or anyone else to gather information for you about your partner or to spy on your partner for you. This means, don't send a friend to go hang out where you know or suspect your partner will be. Don't have your friend try to eavesdrop on your partner's conversations in places he/she goes. Don't ask your friends to use their cell phone to snap covert pictures of your partner. All of these favors from friends not only violate your partner's trust, but also reveal your total lack of trust in your partner.

6. Checking up constantly. One of the biggest ways to reveal that you don't trust your partner is to manifest that distrust with paranoid and obsessive behavior. While calling your partner regularly is quite normal, calling him/her incessantly to "check up" comes off as obsessive and will drive your partner away. If, for example, your partner is unable to answer his/her phone for a few hours and by the time he/she accesses it he/she discovers you've called 50 times, you not only come off as being paranoid and obsessive, but you clearly communicate to your partner that you distrust him/her. Also, when you panic every time 10 minutes go by without a reply from your partner by a phone call or an email, it sends the exact same message.

So even if you have some type of "intuition" that your partner is hiding something from you, it's better to engage in a confrontation with him/her openly rather than searching for answers secretly. Even if your partner doesn't respond to your attempts to talk about it the first, second, or third time, chances are that you'll eventually discuss it -- and the outcome of voicing your suspicions honestly with your partner will always be better than if your partner discovers you engaged in any of the behaviors I've talked about.

No matter how much love exists in your relationship, it cannot survive without trust. Violating someone's trust will never take a relationship to a better place. In fact, by doing so, you may very well be single-handedly orchestrating the end of what could have been a fantastic relationship. Also, keep in mind that I didn't mention the most obvious relationship-ending behavior to avoid: cheating.

Wednesday, July 30, 2008



Last nite was the nite when I witness that the Malayan Tigers are not that weak against the mighty London's Russian Lions. Yes I am talking about Malaysia vs Chelsea FC. For the moment Malaysia looked like creating an upset. I have to say that I am really impressed that our National team looked organised from the back. They manage to snuff off most of Chelsea's bombardment.

I can see the glimmer of light now in our national team. Only 15 years ago we were the top 80 in the FIFA rankings. The mental toughness the Malaysian team showed are really impressive and not getting overwhelmed against the likes of Anelka, Deco, Malouda, Joe Cole, Lampard, Terry and the rest! The Malaysian Keeper Mohd Helmi Eliza Elias for me is the most impressive. I am kinda disappointed when the Man of the Match went to Fat Lamps. He barely did anything impressive. I for once manage to watch the pass n volley master live the impressive Deco. His range of passing and his volleys are really one to savour.

Well one thing I am sure is really obvious is that the Malaysian players are mostly one head shorter then the Chelsea players. That is one thing WE need to improve on. I can see that we are struggling to win any ball in the air. BUT.. we manage to clamp down any threat from set pieces.

And as usual the complaints from visiting "world class" team are the pitch. "Too bumpy, lucky our players didnt get hurt... etc etc". Well as Tony Cottee once said... "the mushroom on the Shah Alam Stadium are the size of watermelons." Kinda hurt when Shah Alam is suppose to be the second largest stadium in the country after Bkt Jalil Stadium. I am kinda baffled why Selangor FA do not try to improve it.

Well from a publicity point of view.. we can take this performance to build on for tournaments to come as this will propel football crazy nation back to what we are suppose to do... support your own local team!

Malaysia: Mohd Helmi Eliza Elias, Norhafiz Zamani Misbah, Irwan Fadzli Idrus (Asraruddin Putra Omar), Mohd Aidil Zafuan Abdul Razak (S. Subramaniam), Mohd Fauzi Nan (Mohd Shafizan Hashim), Mohd Amirulhadi Zainal (Mohd Nizaruddin Yusop), Mohd Hardi Jaafar (Zairo Anuar Zailani), Indra Putra Mahayuddin, Mohd Shukor Adan, Mohd Safee Sali (Mohd Zaquan), Hairuddin Omar (Mohd Khyril Muhymeen).

Chelsea: Petr Cech (Carlo Cudicini), John Terry (Branislav Ivanovic), Ricardo Carvalho (Alex), Wayne Bridge (Ashley Cole), Deco (Andriy Shevchenko), Michael Essien, Joe Cole (Florent Malouda), Shaun Wright Philips (Paulo Ferreira), John Mikel Obi, Frank Lampard, Nicolas Anelka (Franco Di Santo).

end of pt1..


I really hope that Astro or any other local channels try to show more local football. They need to pump up the hype more now. I remember back then when local football was sponsored by Dunhill. The hype and publicity generated was so high. The ads, live telecasts, the prizes, competitions and the prestige of the tournament was much better. But since the ban for tobacco company to have any above the line ads, one sector that took the massive slump was Football. This was where we see the formation of the Super League and Premier league, just to boost the glamour of the league. I guess it doesnt work. Teams change players so fast that no one can barely remember anyone. For example, Man Utd have Giggs, Neville and Scholes as their Mr. Man Utd, Chelsea have Terry as Mr Chelsea, as to Gerrard to Liverpool, Shearer to Newcastle, Puyol to Barca, Maldini to AC Milan ... our local football teams lost that. The days of Azman Adnan to Selangor, Ramos and Ramli Sari to Sarawak is gone. The team lost its identity.

There isnt a cult hero the fans have to support and look up to anymore. Cmon... teams need someone to look up to. Coaches seems to be more famous then the players. Some hype might help. Mokhtar Dahari, R Arumugam, Soh Chin Aun, Santoskh Singh, Chow Chee Keong was someone we looked up to. I remember the days when i was looking up at certain players as they are established names in local football Zainal Abidin, Dollah Salleh, Fandi Ahmad, Abbas Saad, Azman Adnan, K Sanbagamaran, Rusdi Suparman, ahh.... the proud moments of Malaysia... Well lets hope this hype can be brought back again!

And to all Malaysians... the football may suck... but its fun to support something that is generally ours!

Thursday, July 03, 2008


My ever favourite stand up comedian George Carlin... may you rest in peace. I am sure you are now up in heaven and most probably having a cup of tea with jesus and looking down at us saying "Look at those f*ckers crying for me... I didnt know I touch all this people!"

May 12, 1937 - June 22, 2008
May you rest in peace...

I dread the deaths of certain super-celebrities. Not because I care about them, but because of all the shit I have to endure on television when one of them dies. All those tributes and retrospectives. And the bigger the personality, the worse it is.

George Carlin

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Tuesday, May 06, 2008

Party like old mens.

Partying like a old rock star! ahha. Went partying with my buddies that day and it was just a bummer. All of us felt or look like old mens. It was a Friday nite and my bro Rastasinn had a bday bbq party at his place. We had like tons of cooked and uncooked food, bottles and bottles of booz and a killer song list. But what i realised is that we just cant go on like what we did last time.

Maybe it because we are working. trust me... working really drains lots and lots of brain juice. Well back to the party. For once all of us cant even finish the food. barely even have half of it! We drank but not alot... it was just so dissapointing. If it was 6-7 years ago... we would have wallop it in the range of minutes! We could party all nite long. But now... its half a nite long and half a stomach to eat! Played this game called 'shitface' thought to us by 'the verg'. Got too many people in the game that it got so long and draggy... I ended up at the other end of the corridor where there was a nice huge fan blowing me in the hot and humid night. The uncooked meat was lying there next to the bbq pit and no one seems interested to cook. Sad...

Went to Maisons after the party but can barely party coz of the music they played and the slightly slow crowd. How disappointing. By 2am we were all sluggish and lethargic. By 3am... all we wanted was the bed! eheh. That was how the nite ended... tired with lotsa booz and food left!

Old mans? or new age old mans? i do not know the answer for this!

Saturday, April 26, 2008

There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved.

- George Sand –

We all want to fall in love. Why?
Because that experience makes us feel completely alive.
Where every sense is heightened,
every emotion is magnified,
our everyday reality is shattered
and we are flying into the heavens.
It may only last a moment, an hour, an afternoon.
But that doesn't diminish its value.
Because we are left with memories
that we treasure for the rest of our lives.

To the world you may be one person,
but to one person you may be the world.

- Bill Wilson –

Never Have I Fallen

Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away

- Rex A. Williams -

Proton's Saga

Well, after searching my pc and I found this file. Interestingly this came out long time ago. around 4-5 years ago if I am not mistaken. The hype generated when this came out. I was so excited that finally we are capable of challenging our Japanese counterparts (Honda, Toyota, Mitsubishi etc etc...) in 'sports' performance cars. But yet I am now disappointed (honestly, the car look really wicked! I wouldnt mind spending the money on this car!). Well from the time I received this email till today EON or Proton has came out with 4 cars and trust me none of them even manage to give any of our Japs counterparts a single challenge. Worse of all, Proton even lost to our very own brother company, the supposedly 'second' car manufacturer in the country Perodua in sales. The allegedly follower is now the leader in our country. Well at least now we know that all the tides have changed. Not all leaders are capable of holding on long. New and followers are capable of giving a challenge or topple the leaders IF they work hard enough.

Proton have the backing of the government hence they even hired our ex-PM as their advisor and yet they still produce cars that have 101 problems even before they reach the 1 year mark after buying. Power windows problem... central locking problems... squeaky suspensions.. etc etc with it all end up wit the saying "aiya, Proton wut... normal la.." Even the Savvy that have all the hype of the TUV German quality control approved can't prevent the cars from failing to mount a single challenge to the Myvi of Perodua. Instead of giving a challenge they lost miserably... just like the likes of Newcastle or Liverpool in the EPL. With all the Lotus technology the only highlight is... the Satria GTi. Is that all they can offer?

After all the hype of TUV, Lotus, Citroen... there is still no fight. Even the recently launched Saga and Persona doesn't even give a mouth watering prospect. Saga well might actually help re-launch the Proton brand with their low price but is it good enough to give a challenge to the world market of automobile? So far no sound from the car yet. Hope it can be as good as its predecessor the old Saga.

Its time we really do something about the Proton Brand before we die off and become just another "great" history of our country. At least in the near future we can tell our kids that we manage to drive a Proton when it was quite great! haha.

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

Hell Song by Sum 41

I am kinda inspired by their lyrics! really meaningful to my life now!

Everybody's got their problems
Everybody says the same things to you
It's just a matter how you solve them
And knowing how to change the things you've been through

I feel I've come to realize
How fast life can be compromised
Step back to see what's going on
I can't beleive this happened to you
This happened to you

It's just a problem that I'm faced with am I
Not the only one who hates to stand by
Complications that are first in this line
With all these pictures running through my mind

Knowing endless consequences
I feel so useless in this
Can't back, stand back, can't ask
For me I can't believe

Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if this for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure

Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if this for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure

Everybody's got their problems
Everybody says the same things to you
It's just a matter how you solve them
But what else are we supposed to do

Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if this for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure

Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if this for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure

Why do things that matter the most
Never end up being our choice
Now that I find no way so bad
I don't think I knew what I had

Why do things that matter the most
Never end up being our choice
Now that I find no way so bad
I don't think I knew what I had

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

interesting lines from movie

Master Chief John Urgayle: Pain is your friend, your ally, it will tell you when you are seriously injured, it will keep you awake and angry, and remind you to finish the job and get the hell home. But you know the best thing about pain?
Lt. Jordan O'Neil: Don't know!
Master Chief John Urgayle:It lets you know you're not dead yet!

-GI Jane-

Gunnery Sergeant Hartman: Are you quitting on me? Well, are you? Then quit, you slimy fucking walrus-looking piece of shit! Get the fuck off of my obstacle! Get the fuck down off of my obstacle! NOW! MOVE IT! I'm going to rip your balls off, so you cannot contaminate the rest of the world! I will motivate you, Private Pyle, IF IT SHORT-DICKS EVERY CANNIBAL ON THE CONGO!

Gunnery Sergeant Hartman: How tall are you, private?
Private Cowboy: Sir, five-foot-nine, sir.
Gunnery Sergeant Hartman: Five-foot-nine, I didn't know they stacked shit that high.

-Full Metal Jacket-

Coach Yoast: I think this is a very good time for prayer and reflection...
Bertier: Coach, I'm hurt. I'm not dead.

Coach Boone: We will be perfect in every aspect of the game. You drop a pass, you run a mile. You miss a blocking assignment, you run a mile. You fumble the football, and i will break my foot off in your John Brown hind parts and then you will run a mile. Perfection. Let's go to work.

Coach Boone: This is where they fought the battle of Gettysburg. Fifty thousand men died right here on this field, fighting the same fight that we are still fighting among ourselves today. This green field right here, painted red, bubblin' with the blood of young boys. Smoke and hot lead pouring right through their bodies. Listen to their souls, men. I killed my brother with malice in my heart. Hatred destroyed my family. You listen, and you take a lesson from the dead. If we don't come together right now on this hallowed ground, we too will be destroyed, just like they were. I don't care if you like each other of not, but you will respect each other. And maybe... I don't know, maybe we'll learn to play this game like men.

Monday, March 03, 2008


I think i am suffering from depression. I dont have to mood to work. Suddenly this morning i felt sad all of a sudden. i felt empty and all i wanted to do is to go back to sleep and do nothing else. I do not know what is happening to me. I tried to think positively but somehow i just cant kick it out. I am blessed with so many things, a great gal, caring family, a job, nice colleagues and of course a good health. But somehow i am just depressed. I am not just saying it but i am really depressed. Just talked to my friend and he told me that i have changed since i started work. I am not that happy go lucky anymore, i look tired all the time, i dun look as lively as i used to, I barely talk, and most of all... i always seems like i have alot of things in my mind.

Perhaps its my first job, and i cant accept the working life. I just cant kick it off... and as i spoke to one of my friend, he told me that i have a few symptoms of depression which he list it down and guess wut... i really do.

1. Sudden lost of mood, sadness, anxiety
2. feeling tired and sluggish
3. eating disorder
4. lack of concentration
5. mood swings

Am i really depressed? do i really need a break? or should i change my job? am i incompetent? do my friends really say nice things to make me feel better? what am i to do? I cant find the road, the correct path. Most of all... i cant find myself. who am i? am i like that? what do i really wanna do? could it be my studies?

Thursday, February 28, 2008

There is a moment when a man stand in the darkness and in this darkness is when he will strive to find the light. Learning that any burden will just quickly destroy his chance of survival. When the burden is getting heavier and heavier it is time to let go of the burden coz in time to find the light first you must make sacrifices. Just like the pod song "the hardest part of holding on is letting go" The moment the burden becomes too heave should a man continue to strive to carry this burden or to let go? can this burden make him a stronger man or will this burden just be an excess baggage? the man has turned fond and used to have to carry this burden and when this burden has been let go, somehow the lightness wont feel secure. The sense of responsibility seems missing and the whole purpose of carrying this burden seems meaningless. why do man need to make this kind of decisions? to let go or to hold on and strive along? may the best men wins!

Sunday, January 13, 2008


its been such a long time but yet i feel like brand new! we are now 1 year 2 months and 28 days and 8 hrs since we started. Recently our relationship has been really tested and I am proud to say we trying to go through it! Babe, lets get thru this patchy moment! can we? I dont believe that this rocky moment can dent us! I am sure the foundation that we build upon wont let this bump hit is down!

I am greatful that we are together. Thru thick and thin we are one. one year! omg! looking into my previous blogs I cant am still in the state of hysteria that I am going out with mah babe! i can remember the day i ask her so clearly. I am really gutted that because of my shitty job is coming between us. But i am sure i have prioritise and guess wut, it is you and my family that comes first... gimme time, i will make sure all shall go well and all will be well.

Saturday, January 12, 2008

Why does work have to be so shitty? I have to right to say work sucks as I am still new here. But I would really have to say sometimes work SUCKS! Everyone would somehow agree with me. I have no doubt about that. Some may have their way some don't.

This is one thing that I have realised during my 8 months in my job. Its a real eye opener. Well there are pro and cons working in a big company or a small company. Working at a big company there are massive amount of pressure from performance. There is always the quota meeting shieat going on. There are also so much politics going on in there. In the other hand, working for a small company there is always the family thing going on. Well if things are going well. But if things are not going well we are more like a broken family. Walking the extra mile or perhaps in a more specific way, working more. Its an extra advantage as you can learn more. But there are a down side of it. The pay sucks. Especially when you are living in a high living cost city. I can tell you I barely making it with my monthly pay. My work is not that much, but its the time factor that irritates me the most. All the last minute works that irritates me the most.

I do not know what I am writing here at all now. I am just so lost and puzzled on why do I put myself into this. Sometimes I just wish I can run away to some small village and live a simple life. But that is not the case, we are young and we need to earn the moolah before we die coz end of the day we need money! its all boils down to money! sigh....

It sucks, but there is usually a saying "work is like that". Why must it be like that?
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